Wednesday, July 07, 2010
why god, why?
Life's unfair. And i think everyone will agree with that.
why unfair if you ask me? let me tell you and draw out the picture.
1. im stuck in a job that i NEVER picture myself working in and i definitely dont want to make it into a career. i know i deserve a better job. but i've been unemployed for far too long that i dont have a choice.
2. i wanna continue studying, take my degree. its a goal and a dream. but im nt rich enough to be able to pay the freaking fee MDIS is asking for. which means i have to take a loan which i havent check out yet.
3. mom's condition is getting worse by the day. it affects everything. cause quarrels btw family members, money issue and many more. its like a circle, that can never be broken.
4. i need a holiday trip, to get away. but with all these shits happening, i guess life is really unfair.
why unfair if you ask me? let me tell you and draw out the picture.
1. im stuck in a job that i NEVER picture myself working in and i definitely dont want to make it into a career. i know i deserve a better job. but i've been unemployed for far too long that i dont have a choice.
2. i wanna continue studying, take my degree. its a goal and a dream. but im nt rich enough to be able to pay the freaking fee MDIS is asking for. which means i have to take a loan which i havent check out yet.
3. mom's condition is getting worse by the day. it affects everything. cause quarrels btw family members, money issue and many more. its like a circle, that can never be broken.
4. i need a holiday trip, to get away. but with all these shits happening, i guess life is really unfair.